Wednesday, June 25, 2008
It's hard for me to face reality. Great grandfather is gone and yet i'm still tearing all night long to make myself sleep. All i know that i've got to learn to face it and get over it. Times and times i kept reminding myself to cool down and face it. I'm learning how to stay strong over it. Seriously, i miss great grandfather alot. Sigh.I'm sick and i hate the feeling of it. Flu, cough and sore throat is killing me. It seems like i'm gonna have fever. Hopefully, i don't cause i hate the feeling and i'll cry cause of the stupid feeling. Head spinning round round. It's so stupid.
I didn't go for a drink like for 2 weeks already ? I'm such a good girl and i know i am. Jeff keep asking me not to go and drink. Cause he say it's a bad place. HAHA ! SILLY GUY ! Out of the sudden i miss VIVO IP team alot. Guess whenever i'm down, they are the ones that are there for me aways. And they are always here for me as a team. Hopefully i'm able to meet you guys up this week or so ? Hmms. attachment next week. I'll be at Sha Villa For like 5 or 4 weeks ? It's at summerset. FAR AWAY FROM HOME ! And i hate midnight shifts. I just have this weird feelings. SCARY ! )):
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